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Monday, August 03, 2009

it's been awhile...



jeez... it's been awhile since i last visited my own blog. almost forgot it existed! haha i bet the ppl who used to read this have also forgotten cos it's been almost half a year since i last posted anything.

anyway, updates!

since my last stable job at shs in 2008, i slacked at home unemployed for half a year, did part-time waitressing at a jap restaurant for a wk, which led my to my next job where i conducted gym lessons for pre-schoolers, and now finally i'm settled in promoting Georgian wines! (for which i'm their ambassador of sweet wines haha)

one of my best gals just got married over the wkend... the youngest in our group but the first to be wed... seriously i'm sooooo happy for her! she's off to her honeymoon now... and i'm secretly praying i'll get a baby niece when she returns... (buck up u big brown bear)

looking back on some of my posts... i realise i've been so preoccupied with feelings and emotions... i am a selfish person by nature. all i think about are my own feelings. i don't actually spare much thought for others, sometimes. i've actually been considering going for therapy even. i don't feel too satisfied with the way my life is going. feels like i'm there, but i'm not. maybe i haven't put my heart and soul into anything much. never really strived for anything. i claim that i have tried my very best in my relationship thou... but at times it feels like i'm all talk, no action. i just don't understand where people get the motivation. nothing drives me. only negativity.

if i could, i'd like to be a critic. den i can actually get paid for being nasty and not having to feel bad for it.

oh well. time flies. prob the next time i surf past this blog it'll be 2010 already.

i've lived a third of my life. but am i living it?



bubbles SUBTLY fUnKy.
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