Tuesday, January 22, 2008
my magic carpet ride
usually, i'll be depressed on my birthday. had been the case for the past few years. this year, i'm exceptionally HAPPY~
haha can't contain my haIRpeEEEnessSSSsSSSssSSSss!
why you ask?ta daah~~~ta tah rahhhhh~~~~
ta ta ta tahh ta rahhhhhh~~~~~
heehee, spent my 1/4 century birthday with my bestest friends and my loved ones! thanks to all who remembered and to those who forgot, i shall forgive u if u get me a belated present. :D
♥ bubbles SUBTLY fUnKy.
3:21 PM
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
my quarter of a century birthday present
you only get to be a quarter of a century old once in your life. so i thought, i'd give myself a special present this year...
i'm gonna quit smoking for good.
yes you all heard me. and i'll prove it to u! i'm gonna put aside my smoking money and by the end of the year i'll probably be able to get myself an LV bag of MY OWN. muahahaHAHAhahahaHAHAhahaha.
i mean it.
♥ bubbles SUBTLY fUnKy.
3:49 PM
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
if only
if only......
i knew what i was doing
things could have turned out differently
it didn't take 1 big circle for me to comprehend
emotional scars faded with time
things could go back the way they used to be
people could still be like they used to be
the watch he's crazy about now is the one i was going to get him
i didn't have to feel this way everyday
if only......
♥ bubbles SUBTLY fUnKy.
9:00 AM
Monday, January 07, 2008
the promise
"really miss & love you too my dear. thank you for appearing in my life and make it become so wonderful. you really make my life perfect. i will always love you and i hope that the hand i am holding to cross the road when i am 70 yr old... is you. thanks for everything that you have done for me... thanks for the effort and love you have given me... i promise i will always be there to share your sorrow... to celebrate your happinese... to catch you when you fall... to carry you when cant walk, to be your eyes when u got lao hua yan... to listen for you when your hearing fails... to help you scold ppl when ur voice are not tat loud anymore... and i promise... i will walk beside you till the end of our road when we are old, holding you tightly... without ever letting go.... i love you."
♥ bubbles SUBTLY fUnKy.
1:44 PM
dreams vs reality
lately, i've been getting these dreams everytime i slept, be it day or night. i wouldn't say they repeat, but the main theme is recurrent. it's about a room that i live in. (pork pork, would it then be interpreted as my 'world' or my life? heh) and the plots are greatly disturbing, so much so that i'm afraid of going to sleep.
the characters in my dreams, they seem to really understand me (probably cos i made them up yeah) and fully appreciate the things i do. their conversations, actions, intentions all had me in mind, and it felt terribly relieving. sometimes i stir from my sleep and force my eyes close just to relive those moments of content.
but when i wake up, i feel bouts of guilt. i don't dare to sleep at night cos i don't wanna wake up the next morning. i don't dare to dream cos it only makes me feel less grateful of what i already have.
before i rest at night, i remind myself of what i've gone through to get to this day and recall the very reasons and objectives that i've pursued thus far. but have i achieved them in their truest sense, or have i twisted the truth to match my wishes? are these dreams a reflection of my innermost desires, or just a mirror into my greed?
i just want a good night's rest.
♥ bubbles SUBTLY fUnKy.
9:04 AM
Thursday, January 03, 2008
2008 already!
i am 3 days late but happy 2008 to all my dear friends! 07 has been a hectic year but hey, we've all survived it!
oh ya... its january liao......................... january's a special bubbly month unoe............................................................... ^_______________^
maybe it's time i update my wishlist. heehee
♥ bubbles SUBTLY fUnKy.
11:34 AM
