Tuesday, May 29, 2007
pms
i am suffering from pms. (maybe that's just a convenient excuse women have the privilege of using every 2-3 wks)
things didn't go the way i planned. i suck at planning. i have concepts and theories but i seldom execute them the way they should have been. i'm lazy. i often assume that some matters, when left alone, will conform to my desires. who am i kidding? heh
how do i go from here? am i looking for the easiest way out? i see many paths spread out before me, but do u really have to walk the walk to find out wat's at the end?
♥ bubbles SUBTLY fUnKy.
9:58 AM
Monday, May 28, 2007
babu wings grow hard le!
i've decided to move out! wheeeeeeeeeee it's fun shopping for a place to live in... oh well, not as fun with a budget but still, exciting nonetheless!
full independence? nah... i'm still pampered... have the comfort of owning a car without full liability... have a daddy who (while in drunken stupor) promised me 2 new cars and a condo... have a lg who is trying his best to give me lotsa loving thou there's much to be improved on (u know wat im talking about) have friends who watch over me and support me when i'm down... good life hor?
so why burden myself with monthly rental, self-service laundry, self-paid internet and self-aid meals? to me, these are small prices to pay for 耳根清静。 wilful? perhaps... but hey, i believe i can fly... spread my wings and fly away...............
it's a matter of time anyway. learn the ropes sooner, gain more experience and i'd probably be able to handle me and myself better.
♥ bubbles SUBTLY fUnKy.
11:28 AM
Monday, May 21, 2007
dear dot
how are u feeling today my dear little piggy? did the both of u manage to meet up last night? hope things went well...
dotty dear, i suddenly feel as silly as u unoe... silly to get upset over silly little things... silly how u know it's silly but u just can't control urself... silly how the tears keep gushing out and u want him to comfort u but silly how he'll think ure silly if u tell him y...
it isn't easy to keep our temper in check... it isn't easy to not kick up a big fuss because small little things like these actually matter to us... and it isn't easy to not react to everything they say or do, cos everything that comes from them induces some emotion or reaction in us.
how do u overcome sensitivity and paranoia?
we aren't in the exact same situation, but we wish for the same outcome. i wish things would turn out great for the both of us...
no matter what happens dot, babu is just a phone call away!
love lots ~big hug~
♥ bubbles SUBTLY fUnKy.
9:45 AM
Friday, May 18, 2007
aquarian women vs librian men
AQUARIUS WOMANIf you are in love with a woman in this zodiac be prepared to be very happy or be very sorry. She is a very busy person with her own matters similar to a guy in this zodiac. She is able to live by herself without any guy in her life, a very strong person indeed.Not because she does not have a dream guy, but if she cannot find such person, so what. Because she thinks she could do anything that a man can do. She is a leader, a real confident type.She likes to do things by herself, such as serving herself, opening the door herself. Because she thinks waiting for a helping hand is a waste of time, and she is not patient enough to wait around for that. If she starts to ask you out, do not think she starts to flirt with you, but because she thinks it is a waste of time to wait for you to be the one who asked.She likes a COOL guy who sometimes acts like he is ignoring her, so he has a chance to show his own confidence. She likes to guess her man's reaction, but at the same time she likes to have many men wanting her. She is a daring type who could just do thing differently from other people in her same society. She dares to fight for what she thinks belongs to her.Even if she acts confident she mostly feels lonely and alone. If she breaks up with someone , she won't show any emotion even deep down inside pain and agony. Not for long she will come back to be the cheery and merry person again, because she looks at the world positively and has "Faith" in the word "Love".She has more men friends than women friends, so do not be a jealous type if you date her. She could be slightly jealous, but she hates jealous guy. She loves "Freedom" so before and after marriage , her freedom has to be the same. She likes you to trust her, even if she does not trust you anyhow.She likes to be the one who is "Right", so if you argue with her, let her win if it is not a big deal for you in that subject. She is a straight forward type, so if she does not love you anymore, she will just tell you straight to your face. Her love and relationship are always real, so if she say "It's over" be prepared to leave, she is not testing you.She is not a vulnerable type, so do not have to worry about her, she will survive by herself. If she is with you when you get sick, she will certainly take care and look after you, even look after you mean "small loan". Do not keep secrets from her, she hates it and really can piss her badly. When she is sad, be understanding. When she is happy, be happy with her, she likes that.You will not get bored with this type of girl. Someone who is close to her will know that deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person, she is just as fragile as any woman. She is a fun and talkative person and she likes to tease you. Do not let she talk alone, if you do she will leave.She has many type of jobs because she believes what a man can do, I can do. If you want her to work for you, forget it. When she is in love, she will just leave her job in the day time just to come to see you, but not for long she will go back to work seriously again. Prepare to live and love with a "Working Woman" then you will be OK.If she's mad, find a shelter for the "Hurricane" is here! Her bad temper will last very shortly though. She is not a revenge type and will not think of "pay Back" time. Most people might think of her as "One of the guys", but in fact she is a 100% woman. She is easily hurt, so be nice to her. If she really loves you, then you are lucky because she is an honest, truthful lover and will never bore you. Understand that sometimes she will be over confident and sometimes like to have power or act bossy.
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A man who has no balance like his Zodiac symbol. He is not the gentle, cool, calm and charming guy like what you see. He has another dark side of aggression, stubborn and he likes to start an argument the most. Sometimes he can be so depressed and unstable, up and down like he is trying to balance himself most of the time.
To many people, he is a friendly guy and always smile even when he is mad or upset. His voice is always gentle and calm. He always sets and combs his hair as if he just came out from a shampoo advertisement. Mostly Libra men are good looking, even the ugly one is charming. When he smiles, it is so bright that the whole world is smiling with him too.
When he is in a balanced mood, he is the type of person you want to be with. In other unbalanced moods, he likes to make people argue about something and watching it with fascination and fun. He will wait to be the one who compromises and clears things up. He likes to be in a conflicting conversation.
Libra man is lazy by nature. After his tired day at work, he likes to sit still and just look out of the window or read quietly. He likes to be in his own world. After recharging his battery, he will be very energetic again and may even take you out that night.
Libra man normally will not do any shocking or abnormal things to be noticed. He likes to be conformed with his crowd, but if you watch him carefully, you will see the different. If he wear a shirt, it will have to be a zipper front instead of buttons, or a special tie bar. There is always something in him that he will not allow totally conformity to take him over.
A straight forward , no non-sense guy. He is careful and delicate in details. He will spent extra time to doing it right, than comes back to correct them later. He hates people who boost, or exaggerate. He does not like over dressed woman or make herself a center of an attention.
He loves to read. He loves poems and loves art. When he works he can work like crazy, but after work he can turn on romantic jazzy music and treat you so gently. He loves to give people advice and normally give a good advice. If you fall for him, you will stay like being trapped in a spider web. If you want to break up with him, he will persuade you a zillion ways to stay and you can not stop him anyway. After he persuade you to stay, or after a big fight, he will be so sweet to you as if he has never hurt your feeling before ever.
He will have his own way to win a girl love and affection. Once she says yes, he will lay back and wonder if he should go on or if he should back out. In his teens, he changed many girlfriends because he cannot clearly separate loving a friend and loving a girl friend. He will check and re-cheek if his match is suitable and compatible with him.
Even if he is a romantic man, he can hardly understand the emotions of the one he loves. He is a generous guy even he sets his life so systematically. He never knows when he makes you unhappy. He never knows how he upset you. He will never knows what he said wrong. If he is your lover, be prepared for this.
A not so pretty girl with no brains is not his type of woman. If you are not pretty enough, he will not mind talking to you but he does not care to get to know you. Any girls, pretty or ugly can ask for his help, he will be happy to help. He hates to argue by yelling at each other, so you tend to see he argue with his girl friend seriously but try at best to be very quiet.
He likes to have a girl friend by getting to know each other like a friend first. If you want him, you have to like the same thing he does. He prefers a pretty and gentle woman over a smart and ugly woman. You have to understand his mood especially he can has many different moods. He is a private person, so when he needs to be alone better let him be.
♥ bubbles SUBTLY fUnKy.
9:43 AM
Thursday, May 17, 2007
对不起！
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我是酒鬼！！ T_T
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♥ bubbles SUBTLY fUnKy.
10:25 AM
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
great night!
it was spectacular! i sang my heart out! i enjoyed the company! i love u guys!!!!!!!!
♥ bubbles SUBTLY fUnKy.
11:51 PM
Monday, May 14, 2007
when someone is @@ at u
it is freaky.
u start wondering y. u start being conscious of your actions. u feel uncomfortable, as if they're on to u.
wait a sec! 平时不做亏心事，夜半敲门也不惊。
but is what i'm doing wrong? doubts fill my mind, fear binds my heart.
it's just so f*cking freaky.
♥ bubbles SUBTLY fUnKy.
10:08 AM
Friday, May 04, 2007
thank you 老公！
my prized possessions... i was so touched i didn't know what to say but just hold him soooo tightly. i really appreciate the things you do for me. thank you a million times for being by my side.
♥ bubbles SUBTLY fUnKy.
5:01 PM
Thursday, May 03, 2007
the neverending wishlist!
how come nobody notices my wishlist de... if anybody did i'd be striking stuff off le rite? SOBS! very detailed le leh... colour, model, BRAND... *SUPER BIG HINT*
muahahahahaha
♥ bubbles SUBTLY fUnKy.
4:57 PM
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
to plan or not to plan?
is it easier to take 1 step at a time, or do you really have to map out your life? even if you have drawn up the perfect plan, can you really manage to fulfil every criteria/goal along the way?
april 2007 was a hectic month for me. memorable, but often enough i was too tired (and too drunk) to actually recollect alot of what's happened. in retrospect, the bad was horribly bad; the good, exceptionally sweet. those whom i've shared my ups and downs with, thank you very much for being around when i needed you most. those whom i've let down, sorry but pain happens; suffering is by choice.
many decisions had to be made, many mistakes had to be forgiven, and a whole lot of shit had to be flushed down the loo...
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suddenly, a whole new pile of dung just dropped down on me in a short span of 1 hr. damn. leave it as it is and take it as it comes? bah!
♥ bubbles SUBTLY fUnKy.
10:19 AM
