i've been feeling really stressed up at work lately, mostly due to my lack of capacity to handle demands - from superiors, colleagues, customers. most of the adults i've approached tell me this is normal; work is such; everybody faces the same problem. makes me feel like im kicking up a big fuss over nothing.
i think the difference, is some people are supposed to know more than others, and some people care more than others. those who are supposed to know more need to lead those who don't. i feel like im put in a position where i'm supposed to know more, but at this point, im leading those that know more than me. i feel rather lost.
people tell me not to think about work at the end of the day, let everything go. can someone teach me how? all these thoughts just linger all the way till the next morning. how do u switch it off? every morning i wake up feeling like i didn't sleep. i don't want to go to work, i don't want to face the world.
yet at the same time, i feel like a big baby. everyone is doing it, y can't i? am i that pampered a kid that i can't take on the world on my own? i'm sure i can if i want to. do i want to?
i'd really like to ask for help, but do i really need it? =(
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