lately, i've been getting these dreams everytime i slept, be it day or night. i wouldn't say they repeat, but the main theme is recurrent. it's about a room that i live in. (pork pork, would it then be interpreted as my 'world' or my life? heh)and the plots are greatly disturbing, so much so that i'm afraid of going to sleep.
the characters in my dreams, they seem to really understand me (probably cos i made them up yeah) and fully appreciate the things i do. their conversations, actions, intentions all had me in mind, and it felt terribly relieving. sometimes i stir from my sleep and force my eyes close just to relive those moments of content.
but when i wake up, i feel bouts of guilt. i don't dare to sleep at night cos i don't wanna wake up the next morning. i don't dare to dream cos it only makes me feel less grateful of what i already have.
before i rest at night, i remind myself of what i've gone through to get to this day and recall the very reasons and objectives that i've pursued thus far. but have i achieved them in their truest sense, or have i twisted the truth to match my wishes? are these dreams a reflection of my innermost desires, or just a mirror into my greed?
i just want a good night's rest.
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