"i know you that you believe you understand what you think i said, but i'm not sure u realize what you heard is not what i meant"
~Robert McCloskey
been both happy and bothered recently. emotional rollercoaster i would say... sometimes even if you do tell someone how you feel, even if someone does try to listen, they may not hear what you mean. to me, it is impossible for 2 people who have lived 2 separate lives to fully understand how the other feels or thinks. you can empathise, sympathise, watever-thise but paths both of you take to come to the same conclusion greatly differs. personal experiences play impt roles in deciding how an individual drives his/her train of thought. no 2 individuals can experience the same events all their lives and even if they could, no 2 individuals can react the same way for every experience or event. i feel like im going on a merry-go-round here.
would love to thank joan for being so understanding (partly due to the fact that she is so bluuuuuuuuur, god help me knock some sense into her) and i hope she does find someone who loves her wholeheartedly for who she is.
would love to thank dot for her textbookish legal advice, for being so sweet as usual and for being the orange bear with a stick up its arse. heehee
would love to thank pwaaaAAAAaaaarh (lips lips lips... heee private joke) for always lending me a listening ear and ying xiu-ing me even thou she must be terribly busy... taking all my nonsense all this while and giving me the support i need.
would lastly love to thank mr neo aka tHe cow for being so kind and empathetic... for once i feel he is not only full of shit, but also really.... hmmmm.... human? heehee... thanks pal
i feel grateful for the friends i have around me. really. love like you've never been hurt before, and live every day like it's your last. (that's y i have to tell you all how much i love you in case i'm not around anymore tmr!)
muax
