Tuesday, September 01, 2009
spot check
Dearest lg,
thank you for always visiting my blog.
i have taken note of some complaints and have made the respective changes. Take a peek to your right. ^_^
i LOVE you!
Yours truly,
lp
♥ bubbles SUBTLY fUnKy.
6:33 PM
Monday, August 03, 2009
it's been awhile...
jeez... it's been awhile since i last visited my own blog. almost forgot it existed! haha i bet the ppl who used to read this have also forgotten cos it's been almost half a year since i last posted anything.
anyway, updates!
since my last stable job at shs in 2008, i slacked at home unemployed for half a year, did part-time waitressing at a jap restaurant for a wk, which led my to my next job where i conducted gym lessons for pre-schoolers, and now finally i'm settled in promoting Georgian wines! (for which i'm their ambassador of sweet wines haha)
one of my best gals just got married over the wkend... the youngest in our group but the first to be wed... seriously i'm sooooo happy for her! she's off to her honeymoon now... and i'm secretly praying i'll get a baby niece when she returns... (buck up u big brown bear)
looking back on some of my posts... i realise i've been so preoccupied with feelings and emotions... i am a selfish person by nature. all i think about are my own feelings. i don't actually spare much thought for others, sometimes. i've actually been considering going for therapy even. i don't feel too satisfied with the way my life is going. feels like i'm there, but i'm not. maybe i haven't put my heart and soul into anything much. never really strived for anything. i claim that i have tried my very best in my relationship thou... but at times it feels like i'm all talk, no action. i just don't understand where people get the motivation. nothing drives me. only negativity.
if i could, i'd like to be a critic. den i can actually get paid for being nasty and not having to feel bad for it.
oh well. time flies. prob the next time i surf past this blog it'll be 2010 already.
i've lived a third of my life. but am i living it?
♥ bubbles SUBTLY fUnKy.
11:16 AM
Sunday, February 01, 2009
have you ever...?
... doubted yourself?
... said something you didn't mean?
... did something you didn't plan on doing?
... tried doing things the way u usually wouldn't?
... wondered what life would be like if u took that turn?
... looked back in anger?
... wanted to hurt the ones u love so they could feel the same way u do?
... feared tomorrow?
... hated yourself for everything wrong you did?
... loved yourself for everything right you think you did?
... dreamt of a past that would never be?
... believed in miracles?
♥ bubbles SUBTLY fUnKy.
11:31 AM
Thursday, September 18, 2008
nothing gets done
i realise that time is flying by really quickly... and i'm not getting things done.
there are many things i wanna do, but often enough when it comes to crunch time, i get lazy and i tell myself there's always next time.
after a few months, you realise that things are still left hanging and life has been pretty uneventful.
wanted to spend mid autumn festival playing with lanterns and lg but ended up didn't do anything. wanted to go rollerblading every wkend but lg hasn't bought his pair yet. wanted to go walk walk around the northern, eastern, southern parts of sg but haven't gotten around doing it yet. etc etc etc...
end up just bumming alone at home, washing clothes, sweeping floors, cleaning toilets, watching tv.
i hate my life like this. i want to be doing things and creating memories and experiencing everything life has to offer!
there is always an excuse for everything. when will what i want be first priority? sigh...
super low morale in life.
♥ bubbles SUBTLY fUnKy.
11:23 AM
are you lonesome tonight?
Somewhere out there beneath the pale moonlight
Someone's thinking of me and loving me tonight
Somewhere out there someone's saying a prayer
That we'll find one another in that big somewhere out there
And even though I know how very far apart we are
It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star
And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky
Somewhere out there if love can see us through
Then we'll be together somewhere out there
Out where dreams come true
And even though I know how very far apart we are
It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star
And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky
Somewhere out there if love can see us through
Then we'll be together somewhere out there
Out where dreams come true
♥ bubbles SUBTLY fUnKy.
11:23 AM
Monday, August 11, 2008
my lg is wonderful!
well, i haven't been complimenting him much so i guess it's about time.
went to dinner with him and his ex-colleagues... i know he'd been really unhappy at work and missed hanging out with his ex-colleagues, so i let him drink and play and seeing that he had a lot of fun warmed my heart from the inside. unfortunately he got abit too drunk and spouted alot of promises?? heehee
next, my darling lg sort of 'surprised' me with FIR concert tickets... it was fantastic!! apart from the mid-section where we both didn't recognise all the songs... and the fact that i think he was quite sleepy already but still stood up with me and waved light sticks and put his arm around my waist while we swayed to the music... (and mister fat-in-black who was dam high haha) btw, a note to concert merchandisers: don't be so que de and sell ppl light sticks that are already running out of batteries!! grrrrrrr!
ooooh... he promised to get me a special present too! happiness! haha shall disclose when i DO get it...
went down to find heng heng at st james after that, and lg was sorta sian cos wasn't his usual gang... i dunno issit because it wasn't his usual gang so he paid more attention to me... but i enjoyed it alot! holding my hand and looking at me every once in awhile... =)
sat & sun were really peaceful... we chionged pms till i was lvl 80! (ok he chionged most of the way) and we had breakfast with my grandparents! lol ah gong and daddy sorta dropped a couple of hints (weird i tot the paternals were the ones who wouldn't let go)
last of all, he helped to pack the room and change the sheets! heehee... good job lg, ur little corner very clean liao...
^_^ love u!
♥ bubbles SUBTLY fUnKy.
9:13 AM
Thursday, July 31, 2008
you can't please everyone
it's a sucky feeling when you can't please everyone. which is more impt? yourself? or them? but what's the point of pleasing yourself when u feel bad that the other party didn't get what they wanted?
eternal struggle... i know you can't make everyone happy. but you're not happy if everyone isn't. how?? y is life so difficult. =(
♥ bubbles SUBTLY fUnKy.
9:37 AM
Monday, July 21, 2008
retail therapy
it sucks being in sales... u always get scolding or ppl throw temper at you for things which u can't control. u understand that they can't help it, maybe they are frustrated or they dunno how to express themselves in a better way... but HALLO!!! u fa pi qi at me den have u ever thought about HOW I FEEL????? i think for them, who think for me? =(
it's not hard to be understanding or think from another person's pov... the hard part is the putting up with all that crap even thou you understand.
i think i'm too fragile for this line. so fragile that everytime i get hurt, i do something else to treat hurt myself back. it's a total lose-lose situation for me loh... =(
♥ bubbles SUBTLY fUnKy.
12:10 PM
